SLEEP ?!

I just left my public speaking class. I've been talking to myself ever since =S

I mean a persuasive speech about "Sleeping" !! I know 'some people' will go like 9IDG POLAR BEAR.............................

I so hated myself standing up there in front of the class..la wmsawya powerpoint ba3ad =S about what ?! YES....sleeping

While presenting, I can feel that there is a BIG L on my forehead standing for LOSER or LAME lol

All of my previous speeches were really good. The gurls gave me those WOW looks and very sweet comments about how well I did ! This time, I finished up, lowered my head, and went back to my seat. I did not want to hear any comment about how I did.

I know I'm taking it too personally. I'm being over sensitive about it. Its only a freakin public speaking class. Why can't I go like WHO CARES..I wasn't in the mood for that...and just forget about it ????? like normal human beings.

The teacher mentioned that there will be a 'redo' speech for that. A light bulb appeared above my head. But I so don't want to do it all over again :( It just felt that the teacher was actually referring to me when he gave us another chance. He noticed how pythatic my speech was compared to what I really could've done. I mean come on, I am ms.I-LUV-ARGUEING and convincing...why did I find this stupid speech D-I-F-F-I-C-U-L-T

Anyways, an hour passed since my last class. I was feeling down about it. Another thing added to it was losing my project that I've been working on since a month. It has all the results, important findings, scores, scales....etc. I was depressed about me not being responsible enough to keep my own stuff with me.

HOWEVER---------turning point----------I entered my second class, and I found my precious project sitting on the desk, waiting for me to pick it up. Imagine ! its been waiting for me since a WEEK ago *shock* lol FINALLY...I was able to smile =D

"In conclusion": nothing is worth the *frown* on the face. Keep smiling. Things will hopefully get better :)